its hard...

i really can't sleep tonite...my mind keep thinking of whats happening during this week..

huhu..i'm so depress now..yea, its pretty hard and this is the hardest time in my life..oh Tuhan, really wanna cry again n again laa...but dont want la..my eyes dh mcm panda bear's eyes..sgt x comel ye

i dont know how 2 explain in detail, plus sgt malas utk tulis pnjg2..
juz to tell you that i have done a series of BIG mistakes over the week..starting from last Tuesday till today...still wonder whats more will come tomorrow...wuaaaaaaaa...sgt takut okk

at first, nk tlg orang..kira brbuat baik la kn..but then, it turns out to be smthing else..apa yg aku tlg adlh bukan apa yg perlu dipertolongkn..ishh, ntah pebenda la ayat nih..faham kn??
so, at last, my name la yg busuk...haishhh...sgt sedih ye kwn2 bila jd mcm ni...

sedih..sedih..sedih...where's my happiness???come back!!

nah amek lagu ni..en Gunx yg kasik..dia ckp mcm kena je ngn apa yg jadi kt aku skrg ni..
layannnn

"Animal Instinct"

Suddenly something has happened to me
As I was having my cup of tea
Suddenly I was feeling depressed
I was utterly and totally stressed
Do you know you made me cry
Do you know you made me die

And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt
It is a lovely thing that we have
It is a lovely thing that we
It is a lovely thing, the animal
The animal instinct

So take my hands and come with me
We will change reality
So take my hands and we will pray
They won't take you away
They will never make me cry, no
They will never make me die

And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt